FEAR, and why it can’t hold you back.
Fear is like quicksand, isn’t it? Once it starts, it won’t stop. It prevents us from searching for truth and asking tough questions; or it keeps us protecting our comfort and paralyzes us from being proactive. Do we ignore it? Funnel it into action? Conquer it with answers or expose it with humor? How do we escape it?
If everyone could agree on one thing about this pandemic is that it has created a lot of fear:
- Fear over finances / lost investments / lost security
- Fear of becoming deathly sick
- Fear for loved ones becoming deathly sick
- Fear of outside circumstances (environment/ law / “ignorant” people), being responsible for whether we receive pay or not, work or not, remain healthy, or not.
Let’s talk about why fear is so powerful and how we can drain it until there is no place for it to dictate our lives.
Fear is an emotion, which is powerful because emotions dictate our level of contentment in our day-to-day lives. Often, we ignore emotions and sweep them under the rug. They’re not esteemed like “reason” and “intellect” or “action.”
If anything, negative emotions can be scary, distancing us from loved ones and happiness.
Yet they are necessary, just like how warning signs in your vehicle indicating things like “check engine” or “check brakes” or “refuel” are necessary. They need to be addressed because they are not the problem themselves. Negative emotions point to a deeper issue that can be resolved and return you to a healthier, thriving state of mind.
You may be thinking: Not everything has a fix. It’s impossible to be content when I’m losing everything I’ve worked for. When I could become sick visiting loved ones, but I’m lonely. When loved ones could become sick but I’m not there in the hospital to advocate for them. When I’m going to financial ruin with no bail out. How can I be happy again when what I need is out of my control?
Your fear is valid.
You may believe “if I just do enough research, and enough preparation to prepare for the worst…if I can just hold all these thoughts inside without breaking, I can move on, stronger. I can be more decisive and understanding.”
Or, “I can minimize my fears by ridiculing those who make me feel insecure, and coercing them into changing their behavior to protect myself.”
These are delusions. When you dwell on solutions for problems you have not yet encountered, or problems outside of your control, you are wasting energy. Your energy is feeding into the cycle of fear.
But the threat is real. My gut is screaming it is real, and I know it’s right:
I have reason to fear that if I am coughed on, I will get sick.
I have reason to fear extremists mandating vaccines.
I have reason to fear extremists turning to guns to attack us.
I have reason to fear that New World Order is coming.
Yes, of course you have reason to believe the way you do. We are in uncertain times, with “experts” telling us conflicting information. The fear is polarizing, beating down our economy.
The threat is real, but there is no life in the present when your mind is wrapped in the “what ifs” of the future.
You are more than just your mind. You are a physical being. The awareness of your emotions is a powerful tool for grounding yourself.
When you can’t sleep, and the desire for more knowledge, more understanding, more preparedness is overtaking you, here is an exercise to combat fear from Eckhart Toll that I found very helpful.
Try this:
Recognize each fear you have and direct that fear of yours into your hands. This may take a while.
Not working? Close your eyes. Do you know you still have hands even though you can’t see them? Yes, because you feel them. You have energy flowing through your hands.
Despite all the fears you are carrying, your hands can hold them, unchanging. You are breathing. Your heart is beating. You can rotate your wrists, you can rotate your ankles. You are not crumbling under the weight of the fear, you are functioning.
You are complete, right now, as you are. You are a miracle, living against the laws of physics that everything leads to chaos and decay. You are incredible! You are beating the odds already, just by taking that next breath. You are fully equipped with everything you need to function in life. You are fearfully and wonderfully made, lacking no good thing. Decay is normal; life is not. You are already winning.
Nothing you need is out of your reach. You need connection? Love? Security? Freedom? You have it. You are created by design, fully equipped, by a (what I believe) fully capable and perfect Creator who loves you and wants what is best for you, with better plans for you than you have for yourself.
You are already fully equipped to be content right this moment, also stocked with positive emotions inside, correlating to experiences you’ve had that you associate with them.
Do you want more freedom?
When do you feel freedom? When you eat what you want to eat? When you walk your dog? When you put on clothes you want to wear? The more aware you are that you have what need, then the more gratitude dictates your life.
Gratitude is the strongest form of abundance. It happens when your mind connects to the joy and love you’ve experienced in your life and you combine it with the satisfaction you have in this present moment.
Grief can keep you stuck in the past. Worry can keep you stuck in the future. But when you accept that your past is just a story, something you can put down; and your future is just imagined, you are left with your present—the right now. It’s right now, in this moment, where your mind and heart and body are all present, working harmoniously.
You are a miracle, a rockstar, you can handle anything in the present—and if you can’t, God can. He is the mechanic and designer and fix-all to not just your emotions but your physical and mental happenings founding your emotions. Because you are a creation with access to the creator—anytime you want.
I know that to some, this post sounds Buddhist or some kinda wonky flavor of spirituality, which is fine. I do believe spirituality is a far cry from the confinements of religion and God is more powerful than we can ever give him credit for. I do believe the more you learn about the God I know (demonstrated by Jesus), the less you’ll be disappointed and the more hope you will have in this life and the next.
If you want to know more about my faith and Christianity, please message me and ask. I love sharing hope, but I’m less about preaching and more about empowerment. Also, we could have opposite fears and beliefs, but you don’t have to worry about me disliking you. My respect for you doesn’t depend on your opinions.
My faith starts with my belief that God loves us before we loved him; how he sacrificed himself to conquer fear and death; and how the world is bad but despite all these things, victory is possible through Christ, who loves us. It’s not about being good, it about knowing and then believing who is good & perfect—who is Love, and knowing he’s got our back.
“There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears punishment is not made perfect in love.” –1 john 4:18, NIV.
Moral of the story? Yeah, the world is a bad place. But we have access to the one who has overcome the world (find John 16:33, NIV). Let go, be present; know you are complete and equipped with everything you need to be content right now.